I am currently a bum. I just graduated from college last April in Southville International School and my course was AB Masscom, but I still don't have work. Why? Well, coz our transcript isn't released yet and I don't want to work at a callcenter coz there's no room for me to grow there. So I'm waiting for my transcript and I plan to apply in Advertising or in a Magazine, something to exercise my creativity.

Weird facts about me:
-I can't straight a glass of water (or any kind of drink).
-I can't down any tablets/capsules..except maybe those super tiny ones.
-I hate Lechon!
-I used to hate suka(vinegar) but I am not addicted to it. (Lately kasi I'm trying out new things/food).
-Im shy and quiet at first. But after a couple bottles of beer or shots or an hour of kwentos, I'm makulit and Makapal mukha. haha!
-people mistake my being shy for being suplada.
-I'm having a hard time deciding where I want to work because I want my work to be my passion. I don't wanna work for the money (I've got my future husband to do that.haha!) And the thing is I know Photos and Photo Editing is my passion, I just need to enhance it coz right now I'm not so confident with my works, but I enjoy doing them.

So what am I into now?
-Photoshop!
Well, I'm not really that good. I know I can do better. I want/need to take classes to learn more. I only learned by myself kasi.
-I also love MULTIPLY, as in www.multiply.com check my site http://caratejada.multiply.com and you'll see that I also love pictures! I got loads of them in my site!

There's so much I wanna study pa..like..
-Spanish (since I'm technically half-spanish ).
-Graphic Design (I wish I could turn back time and pick this as my course...coz I was already in 3rd yr college when I realized that Editing Pictures in Photoshop relaxes me)
-Photography (well, connected to my love for photoshop, just so I can edit great pics to begin with).
-Scuba Diving (My stepdad's an instructor, but I guess I lack courage pa).
-Driving (OMG, I'm 21 and I still don't know how to drive! and I so LOVE CARS!!! My BF modifies his car, and I help him with it.)

So what ticks me off?
-People who spit anywhere!!! I swear! nandidire ako! They should just swallow their spits or discretely spit on a tissue, it's less disgusting!
-Pessimism. I hate it when people think negatively! That's the reason why they attract bad luck!
-Waking up early! I love to sleep in til noon or til 3pm! hehe.
-People who are noisy in cinemas. When I'm watching a movie it should be 100% quiet. so ssssh!

lately i've been sporting this rasta bonnet and I've been braiding my hair before I sleep para the next day wavy na hair ko.
And diba I just back from Bora, so I'm Tan na.

I don't look like myself na!!! hehe! :-P

It's a good thing though, coz sawa na ko with the way I look.
and besides it's not permanent, so if I decide to change back--pwede.

I am now a graduate..
Well, I have been for weeks now.

I've been to batangas, boracay, iloilo and a whole bunch of places.

My current money? --Zero.

I think I need a JOB.



The thing is...
I'm not ready to move on.
I know that when I apply for a job, then I need to be independent.
I have to pay for my own clothes, additional expenses, and luho's.

and eventually...
I have to move out.
And pay for rent, electricity, food, water, etc.

Sounds SCARY!!

Am I boring? Am I KJ? and all serious na?
or do I just care for this certain person so much that I tend to be KJ at times na i know na mapapahamak siya?

I used to be so FUN, and i was a go-with-the-flow type of person.
Now, I don't know na. :(

Maybe I just have a different interpretation of FUN na from before.

so what do i consider FUN?
well...
shopping (clothes, bags, accessories, etc.)
drinking out
dancing
soundtripping
beach trips
movie trips
...those kinds of things

well, before ganyan din naman yung fun for me.
siguro before I was kinda childish lang, like make fun of other people para masaya.
but I'm too old for that now.
I don't need to make fun of others to be happy.
well..ok, maybe sometimes. haha!

I've been having nightmares lately.
Although the nightmares I had were not major naman.
But last night was.
It's too personal to make kwento in this blog, but it has something to do with my dad.
Lets just say when I woke up this afternoon, I was crying real tears.
When I heard my dad's song for me on my media player, I cried.

It's not that I'm too emotional.
It's just that I haven't been spending time with my dad.
And my dream last night made me want to go to Baras (this place in Rizal that's 3 hrs from here) as in right now and just hug him.

Well, too bad I can't do that.
Why? well..
1st, I dont know how to drive.
2nd, even if I knew how to drive, I don't have a car.
3rd, I don't know how to commute going there.
4th, even if I knew how to commute going there, I don't have money.
and last, it's too damn far!

Times like these I wish my dad lives here in bfhomes too :(

I haven't been updating this anymore.
As expected, I don't finish what I've started.

Well, that has always been the case.
With my studies.
My personal life.
And even simple things.

Ok, ok. Maybe not.
Coz I've graduated College recently. and..
I've been with my boyfriend for 4 years already.

Maybe for the simple things, yes.
I don't finish things I've started that I feel are not THAT important.

like example,
this blog.
the guitar lessons i was planning to get. (now i want drums naman).
the bookbinding of my thesis.
and much more.

like i plan to do something, and I end up doing it for the first few days only.

haha oh well. need to change that attitude na before i work :)

Vienna Sausage (4pcs)
scrambled egg
cup of rice
Kool-aid

Tanuigue (1/4)
String beans
Half cup of Rice
Soup
coca-cola

Beef thingy (kinda like caldereta)(1pc)
Longanisa (1 pc)
Soup
A cup of rice

I dreamt last night that my yorkie the chad drowned.
I couldnt stop crying while holding him in my arms (in my dream).

The other night, I dreamt that Jave left me for another girl, a really close friend even. I couldn't stop crying in that dream too.

You know how dreams seems so real? And crying in sleep seems you're crying real tears.. And the pain you feel seems so fucking real.

My dreams scared me.

I love my Jave.
I love my Chad.

And I'm scared of losing them both :'-(

Adobo
Half cup rice
Siding of Macaroni Salad
One glass of coca-cola

Fish Fillet (2pcs)
A cup of rice
water

ham and crackers (4pcs)
water

I am Cara Tejada, and I'm an OC addict.

I've downloaded and watched the OC season's 1-3 in less than a month, maybe even less than two weeks.
Well, I haven't finished watching season 3, but I'm almost done. :-P

The OC just rocks! right? ;-)

Inihaw na Chicken (legpart)
One cup of rice
and a siding of macaroni salad
Water

McChicken Sandwich
Large Fries
Large Coke

Crackers with Ham (4pcs)
Water

made a blog for the nonsense stuff that I wouldn't want a lot of people to read about.
So this blog is a lot different than my blogspot.
I won't give out my LJ site to anyone.
So Lucky you if you're reading this now and you know me personally.
But then again, too bad coz I won't be posting secrets or something like that. Instead I will be posting nonsense. As in "what I ate todaY" or some random thought.

Must be wondering why the hell would I post what I ate today here in my blog?!
Well, I've been munching too much snacks lately, and I thought that if I actually see/read how much I ate, then I would cut down.

So, that's that for my first post.
Ciao! :-)